“When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day.”
– Midnight Thoughts (I got lucky with you)
if you’re going to talk shit about me, you better watch your fucking back. i will punch you in your face.
all my life, i’ve tried distracting myself from my problems. from the fact that my parents hate each other. that my brother hates everything. that i’m in pain.
but the horrible thing is that i know that i can’t run away forever.. and my recent relationship has shown me that.
call me crazy, but i don’t know how someone can throw away a relationship of a year and 8 months down the toilet so easily and quickly. if anything though, i’m more upset that when i finally let people in, all they did was hurt me and rip a little piece of me away.
“The most frightening nightmare
of all is neither of monsters, ghosts,
lost teeth or great falls
but the simple lovely awful dream
of a lover who loves you no more.”
– Beau Taplin || My lovely nightmare. (via afadthatlastsforever)
do you ever just sit there by yourself super late and wonder how on earth you got where you are. i have been so much lately. my life is crumbling down slowly but so quickly at the same time.
i feel this deep dark depression coming over me. and all i can do to slow it down is just distract myself. but even then it just creeps over me. all i feel like i can do is wait for my whole world to come and collide into whatever small shred of sanity and happiness i have.
it’s probably really not good for me to think at night. but i can’t help it. my life has been torn to pieces and i think i’m going to hit rock bottom soon enough.